paranoia: 1, daphne: 0

For the first time in my blogging bloggerhood I deleted my prior post. If you missed it, you missed some ranting and raving about not trusting people, namely the Mr. There could have been an f-bomb. I got it out of my system. Nothing to see here. Move along.

However, I do have some issues with trust. That is not made up. I have boundary issues. Mostly having too many boundaries, too many walls. I probably should be on medication for depression right about now, but I'm not. It's not that I have anything against meds. Some of my finest moments in life would not have been possible if not for the modern pharma machine. I just don't have tiiiiiiime to get all experimental with my brain chemicals. I've got to be high performance for the next two weeks. Just until my final presentation is over and done with. Then I have a three day interterm class (TBD, still may drop it 'cus of the moolah). After that, just work and triathlon training. Heaven.

Maybe then, when my head is clear, I can deal with this gorilla that's been living in my living room the past few years.